haiz.. i haven been bloggin for quite sum time..
sec 4 le.. cant use comp =.=
i feel that that is gay..

anyways.. today mr pang showed us one article of Wee Shu Min.. tt fucking bitch...cmon la.. she aint as smart as she thinks.. wtf.. anyways its last year's news so~!!!

hmm today cca orientation.. this year's sec ones.. according to mr chan.. are smarter, more intelligent and more responsive.. o..k.. not bad la.. but i got a feeling they signed up juz cuz of the lollipops nia.. haiz.. today's performance was a disaster too..hate tt..but. ah well.. im relly gonna thank aiwei firdaus kelly zalika [[ paiseh dunno how to spell name ]] if mr chan allows us to sing [[ Breaking Free ]] ok.. he told sharon and me.. say he imported medley of [[ High School Musical ]] and sum other stuff.. he actually wanted us to sing [[ We're all in this together ]] but our choir not up to standard.. so cant.. anyways.. well its a start.. we sing this 1st.. if we are able to keep sec ones den we might be able to sing more nicer songs~!!! YAY~!!!

ok.. other than this.. hmmm.... * turns invinsible *
nah.. but its just.. feels like it.. i mean..
ok i shall use the this person that person thing.. guess yall will be quite confused.. i wun say gender.. guess only a few pple will understand..

haiz u know what? forget it.. dun think i wanna blog it here.. sobs

haiz.. the 1st time i cried in this year was ytd.. when i was singing [[ One more moment ]] with zona.. i dun think she knew i cried.. lol..

haiz... why is this happening now.. =.= i want everythin to be like last year.. when everythin was fine and when it was still there.. i feel as if you're not in my circle of frens anymore.. or rather th other way round.. whatever.. but juz that u have left from my world.. maybe moved on into th enext world.. i really miss you.. cant deny.. AH GONG~!!! SIYUAN~!!! how?!?!?! sobs.. ok like jiamin said.. i shuld make the 1st move.. but i bet tt person know abt me secret le.. ive actually kept it for 2 months.. miracle sia... sobs.. sian.. haiz.. maybe that person moved on to a better person.. a better person, a better fren, a better listener.. haiz.. but.. i really got a feeling that person knows whatever is goin on here.. CANT EVERYTHIN JUST BE LIKE LAST YEAR? WHERE ALL WAS WELL, WE COULD PLAY AND STUDY TOGETHER. haiz >.< color="#ff9966">i miss you so much =(
haiz.. what can i do now? to let us talk again? if i dun do anythin im so scared i might lose u as a fren.. seriously.. i dun wan that to happen..
IS THERE LIKE A GUY WHOM I CAN CRY OUT TO AND STIL BE CERTAIN THAT NOTHIN WILL BE LEAKED OUT?
i nid help.. from a guy.. but.. those 2 cant help me.. i tried.. but they were like.. pray for a miracle =.= blah blah.. i nid help from a guy's point of view..

and a few days ago i saw him comin back to sch.. haiz.. mel pushed me to him heng i avoided.. >.< haiz.. WHAT TO DO NOW? TELL ME
CRY CRY CRY

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